2011

The end of 2010, time flies. But a new year doesn't really mean anything to me cause it seems the same. Nothing is going to change except the date and I am getting older. Everyone is listing their new year resolution(s) and as usual, mine is of course to loose weight but I never achieve it. NEVER. I will definitely gain back those weight that I've lost every semester break. I just couldn't resist the temptation of my mom's cooking. So, to me, my resolution is just something like "I am going to have at least one resolution like everyone else" and it never comes true. So, just forget about it. I am just hoping that I don't be so GILA MAKAN this year and hope everything will go smoothly in the coming semester. Since last year, I was thinking about what to do for my elective but until this year I still don't have any idea. Hopefully not end up in a super boring pharmacy looking at those medicine that I might going to face everyday in the future. I need something more interesting! But still have to consider about the cost and other stuffs. One more day to semester six. Maybe I should only start thinking about that after those briefings from lecturers. Chinese New Year is only one month from now and I am STILL fat like a woman that just deliver a baby or maybe even fatter. My mom said my body shape is like a aunty and I could only say "I know, mom". I have no idea on what I am going to wear this CNY. Went for shopping few times last month but I doesn't fit on any piece of cloth. Really need to loose some weight before CNY. My dear friends, please stop me from eating excessively and force me to do some exercise. Ohya! My dad complaint about my attitude today. I knew I have a very bad attitude. I already knew it for quite some time. I am trying to control since the day I found out that I have the same attitude like the person that I think her attitude is the worst among the worst. I just don't know why I like to scold people (most victim is my close friends and my family). I know that I shouldn't control over people's choice but I just don't know why I keep doing this wrong thing. So, first of all, I apologize to those who used to be one of my victim. And I hope people around me can help me stop me from scolding people, controlling people and those thing that you people think is bad. I really need you guys to help me to change my attitude before I turn into the worst among the worst. I don't want people to hate me just like I hate "the person". Maybe I shall list this into my new year resolution list. (A real list) Thanks dad for warning me!!! I really don't want to reach the irreversible end stage. Hahah..I am squeezing everything into one paragraph. This is my new style. Hope u guys don't need a magnifying glass. Okay, gotta stop now. (I don't know when I'll blog again when I am back to KL. It is depends on my mood ) =p Anyway, wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!